gypsy lady

Isn't she beautiful?
This is a woman i could look up to. She oozes sexuality, and confidence. She knows who she is and is not afraid to embody herself wholly.

I am not yet so strong. I am 23 years old and I am still not quite sure who I am. So many friends of mine seem immature and often much younger than they really are. I am afraid I am in that catagory, as opposed to being 'adult'. I have other friends that are very adult, very grown-up. I am certainly not among them in lifestyle, and I am actually happy about that. I don't want to be old before my time. I want a real life before I give it up to be 'regular'.
But in that lies the dilemma. I am not adult, but I am outgrowing most of my friends. I do not want to blow time and money on just having fun, but there is so much more to life than getting a good job and making good money and having good kids to pass on my good genetics. I am afraid of the normal, boring life. I want more.

This woman has more. You can see it.