you know who you are

I drove yesterday, down 5, past all the farmland and through the grapevine. I drove past cows and hills and countless gas stations.
I saw the wind turn the long grasses into oceans. I saw the horizon filled with clouds, puffy clouds that churned and moved across the sky. I saw lightning sizzle, purple. I saw the sun setting in my rearview mirror, and it was like having to say goodbye again.

I don't know how long six months is going to seem if a day feels like forever. I hate that I can feel how far away you are to me, by inches. Its all I can do to hold onto the pieces you put back together.

I love you.