Last night I felt myself lose grip on my emotions, and I spiralled into madness. I felt like screaming, like running away, like throwing away all the good things in my life. I slipped steeply into self-distruction and sabotage.
I apologize, to everyone I may have taken this out on. Namely you, my love. You didn't deserve that.
Thankfully I woke up this morning with a kind of... acceptance. So what if I have gone completely insane. So be it. I still have to get up and brush my teeth and wash the dishes, no matter how nuts I think I am, if i can just gravitate towards normalcy I think I will be okay.
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